Riding The Spiral Path

"Wow am I feeling this one!" This year for me has come in like an avalanche and boy am I feeling it these days.I spent the last few months processing the events that have happened in these recent months,some of them very traumatic and also the last 3 years in which was the same and in this time trying to sort out what was going on feeling into things and for a time nothing was really working the way I had hoped so I made a conscious choice to move into the energetic space of the medicine wheel to heal and reveal what shadow work I  need to focus on to heal and release. Scorpio is a water sign and water deals with all things emotion.Being a Scorpio myself and one who is tuned into the moon and feeling the push and pull of energy I was a little emotional coming into this moon and fell into bouts of depression and self doubt.I knew it was time to do some soul searching and introspection.  On the Morning of May 13 after another whirlwind week I stood outside pondering

Thursday February 21 was almost became my third worst day. This was the day I almost lost Silver Mist Namaste. A colt I bred and witnessed being born into this world.I was the first face he saw when the sack broke open and have been with him every single day since. He is not yet 4 years old and I confess I have much hope in this Baby. As breeders we tend to invest much more than money into our herds and having already lost his sire only a year ago to a tragic accident It hit me very hard. Currently in our area we are experiencing some of the coldest most extreme weather we have had in this area for 83 years.The temperatures are well into the low -35C to -43 C windchill range We have had blowing snow and lots of it in recent weeks.While extreme cold like this does happen now and then for shorter periods of time,I have never seen the prolonged temperatures at this level of extremes for such an extended period of time.This was a major contributing factor to what I would exper

I wanted to write in December at the close of the 2018 year but it seemed for me that there were so many pieces coming in at once I could not form thoughts fast enough to get things written out,everything was shifting so quickly.It was rapid fire succession.Many things changed in 2018 including me, as is to be expected with time and circumstances of life and our worlds inner and outer.  Last January I felt the energy of coming into "Balance" Over the course of 2018 my understanding of balance has changed a great deal. I used to think Balance was Equilibrium in all things like a balanced scale but it Ebbs and flows I see and feel it differently now.It's like the Ocean.It is a constant but gentle push and pull of energy.If we do not move we stagnate and we are energy and energy must flow.It is the Yin and the Yang embodied.  Someone recently confirmed this for me as well,which inspired this post. She told me of someone else who taught her the idea that Balance is l

Coming into November I had a dream.This dream really stood out for me.I am a dreamer and at times I get Spiritual guidance through my dreams as well as other sources.This was a "Big" dream as they have been called.Not the regular kind that may or may not make sense or the kind we barely recall.This was a very in your face vivid dream and it stayed with me long after I was awake spilling out into the physical world around me as images and themes around it had suddenly and consistently appeared. In this dream a friends white Stallion appeared.I saw his face looking out ahead of him then he turned to me and when I saw his eyes meet mine.I heard first his name then he spoke to me saying "Follow me".So I did .. We were suddenly in the streets of Mexico during Dia de los Muertos.Now I have never really paid much mind to that festival although aware of it.I had never before been drawn to it at all and am not Mexican though my brother in law is.. had no ties to it an

 We have just passed a pretty powerful full moon in Taurus and I would wager to guess most of you felt at least something...I sure did. The last few months and weeks in particular have been shifting rapidly and I have been trying to piece it all together.Trying to see the threads that are unfolding. I have to say it all is very interesting..At the start of this blog,from the first posts I began with a theme around balance and moved in progression towards completing a cycle just in what seems I have brought in as writing.I wrote about coming into balance and have felt this theme as on going this year both on a personal level and as a witness to world events and in my recent experiences. The patriarchy of the world is shifting..We are on the edge of change but balance is needed as we do not want to push it too far the other way .Thus creating a new kind of imbalance which ultimately will evolve into a  opposite  aspect of the same pattern.This is a delicate thing which also m